Summary[]
It's a difficult day in Albert Square as the Masoods and Kazemis come to terms with the death of their baby.
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In hospital, having had the pessary, Shabnam waits to go into labour. The midwife wonders if she'd like to hold the baby once it's born. Shabnam looks to Kush but he's unresponsive. Masood thinks that Shabnam should say goodbye. Struggling, Kush bolts on the pretext of fetching water. At the Masoods', Nancy was looking forward to meeting Zainab but Tamwar's disgusted that she's not going to be there for own child. Carmel assumes that they're talking about her. Meanwhile, Masood finds a distraught Kush outside the hospital. Ashamed, Kush admits that when Shabnam wanted to come alone he was momentarily relieved and he can see that she knows it. Masood thinks that marriage is about the bad times as well as the good and tries to convince Kush that he'll get through this. At the Masoods', Nancy and Tamwar assure Carmel that they weren't talking about her. Carmel knows that she should be at the hospital and feels guilty that she was relieved when Kush told her to stay. In hospital, Masood returns to find that Shabnam's gone into labour. Panicking, Shabnam fears that she's being punished for abandoning Jade and thinks that Kush isn't coming back. Masood does his best to reassure her and grips her hand tight. Meanwhile, Carmel distracts herself by cleaning the Masoods' kitchen. Tamwar remarks that it's what Zainab would do and knows that Carmel's better than that. Carmel thinks that Tamwar's lucky that Masood is being so strong. Tamwar knows that Masood's falling apart inside and suggests that Carmel goes to the hospital. In hospital, Masood breathes with Shabnam and guides her through labour. Shabnam's despairing that she can't do it when Kush appears by her side. With a final push, she gives birth to a baby boy. Shabnam agrees to hold him - she whispers the Shahada in his ear and names him Zaair – 'the visitor'. Kush can't bring himself to hold the baby. Sobbing, Shabnam kisses Zaair and hands him to the midwife with the teddy so he's not alone. Masood finds Carmel waiting outside. Carmel thanks Masood for all he's done; her well-meant sympathy's too much for Shabnam and she finally breaks down. Carmel flees. Masood holds sobbing Shabnam while Kush pursues his mum. In the corridor, Carmel cries that she wants to take Kush's pain away. Kush's devastated that he couldn't hold his son. Carmel knows that not saying goodbye to Safirah ripped Kush apart and doesn't want him to go through it again. Later back at home, washing up after dinner, Masood's strong front crumbles and he begins to sob for his little girl. Carmel holds him close; there's a moment between the two but Masood pulls away and Carmel leaves, embarrassed. In hospital, while Shabnam sleeps, Kush asks to see his son; he holds Zaair and tells him all the things they would've done together. In tears, Kush kisses his son goodbye and hands him back to the nurse, who gives him a card containing Zaair's feet and handprints. Kush returns to Shabnam and lies down next to her. They stare at their son's handprints, grieving but together. |
Credits[]
Main cast[]
- Shabnam Masood - Rakhee Thakrar
- Kush Kazemi - Davood Ghadami
- Masood Ahmed - Nitin Ganatra
- Tamwar Masood - Himesh Patel
- Nancy Carter - Maddy Hill
- Carmel Kazemi - Bonnie Langford
Guest cast[]
Notes[]
- This episode saw the stillbirth of Zaair Kazemi.
- This episode saw the cancelled wedding of Kush Kazemi and Shabnam Masood.
- On BBC iPlayer, this episode is titled 'Shabnam and Kush's Heartbreak'.